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Fics and even some of my fandom-squee posts are public.

Lately most of my entries have been of the fannish variety, so if you love Lost or Supernatural and slash then I'd love for you to be here and share in the insanity.

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Posted behind a cut just in case someone's waiting to watch online or DVR. I know how it is, people. Now that commercials are optional I tape everything.

<( Battlestar Galactica series finale )Tell me what you think, people. I need emotional support from this show. Christ!
 

I suddenly find myself seriously considering becoming a vegetarian. It's something I've always considered when watching a particularly disturbing video in a cooking class that shows how disgusting and awful the slaughterhouse is. I don't know why what I read while researching animal cruelty for a scholarship essay was suddenly the final straw for me. It might be a combination of what I've learned from my environmental science class and the articles I've been reading, but whatever the case, the idea of being a vegetarian is more and more appealing. I don't think I could become a vegan, but I am careful to buy free range eggs and organic milk. Lately, the world has become scarier and scarier to me. We destroy so many things in the environment without ever knowing how connected things are or how they work. The funny thing is we think we're solving our problems, but we just make them worse. We think that killing a certain kind of species won't effect us, but in the end it does because everything is connected. We think we're the only ones entitled to life on earth, but we aren't. We'll deserve whatever end we get if we keep going the way we are. 

How could people intentionally harm animals? No wonder they link animal abuse to psychopaths and serial killers.
When I'm talking about harming animals, I'm not just talking about killing them for food. I honestly don't have a problem with the idea of eating animals--animals eat other animals, it's natural!--but it's the way it's being done that i have a problem with. I don't understand the cruelty and how the people in charge can be okay with it (I'm looking at you, Perdue, motherfuckers.) I am definitely going to reduce my meat intake. Not that it's very high, but I'm going to reduce it further, if not entirely. I'm just not sure I'm ready to make that kind of commitment, but maybe a gradual change would be possible =) 

I had forgotten that sometime around the start of season two I wrote a parody. There really aren't very many spoilers in this, except mentions of what's going on in season two and references to season one. I'm not sure if I'm going to write more, it could be, but doesn't really have to be.

In case anyone forgot- Marty is the name of Matt's dad who has the power to make you see crazy shit. Fun. And Burnt Toast is the name of the place that Hiro when to in Season one and met Charlie, the lovely waitress who got her brain sucked out by Sylar, and Hiro spent a bunch of time trying to change what happened. For some reason everyone ended up at Burnt Toast.

Title: Molly Has Two Daddies
Fandom: Heroes
Rating: Pg-13

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To briefly sum up my week in TV

Torchwood: =/ What is going on with Jack/Ianto. Stop screwing with me, show!
Project Runway= =DDDDD YESSS YOU GOT IT RIGHT <33333 CHRISTIAN!!
Idol= BOOOOOOO BOOOO BOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!DANNY =(!!!!
Lost= Daniel is still my new Lost boyfriend. Sawyer had about two seconds of air time =( Ben is still creepy, but kind of awesome. Locke sucks and is easily manipulated. Kate got hit over the head, I was pleased.
The Soup= Makes me so happy =)

Also, I'm getting so sick of wading through all the new torchwood fic. It's so hard to find good, new Jack/Ianto (or any pairing with Owen, especially now...), and I feel like I've been through all the older recs. If anyone happens on here and knows of some good, newer stories taking place during this season pass them along. I'd be much obliged <3

I've fallen completely, totally, and madly in love with How I Met Your Mother. I can't get enough of that show right now. I'd heard good things about it, but finally rented it from netflix, and I think it's great. There's not too much fanfiction for it, though. I'm considering writing a fic for it, because I like small fandoms (there's less of a chance that you're writing the same thing as 3000 other people, which is why I stopped writing for Supernatural. I started writing when there was no fic, and now there is like a massive amount and there are so many incredible fics for it.) I really want to do a Barney/Ted, because seriously? Barney kind of has Ted seperation anxiety issues. But I don't see every situation of them being plausable...because, come on. It's Ted and Barney, but still it could be fun.

Lost is back for me this year. Last year I was getting kind of fed up with it (but not as fed up as I got with heroes this past season. It lost me) but so far it's redeemed itself (or started to.) I'm dying to go back and re-watch season one, because the first time I saw season one it blew my mind.

As for Psych, I can't wait for this summer!

So today sucked. I have the worst luck in the world, sometimes I swear. I was pulling into a parking space today, and I guess I grazed someone elses car and it scraped or something, only I didn't notice at the time. But lucky for me one of the other stores near where I work saw what happened and like called my store and so a whole big deal was made. I like freaked and went out to see what happened and there was like a tiny scratch on the other car. And then on mine the front had a big scrape (except, this had been there for like FIVE YEARS from when some idiot pulled out in front of it before apparently. My mom told me this all later since she just gave me the car like a week ago.) so this cop was all "well you should have felt what happened since the front of your car is so 'bad'" and i was like, are you for real (not in those words) and she told me I could have been arrested for fleeing the scene of the crime. I FLED TO WORK WHICH WAS RIGHT FUCKING THERE?!?!??! My mom was so pissed and everyone I worked with were so sweet to me and I'm just lucky to work with wonderful people, I love them. But god, I just came home and cried and cried and cried, and I'm just so worn out from crying.

They were all telling me that they had crap happen to their cars in the parking lot than were way worse than what happened with me. So how come nobody called and "reported" them? How come me, someone who is really nice and wouldn't have left on purpose get shit for nothing? Someone banged a big dent in my co-workers car and she had no clue who did it. Fucking what the fuck? It pisses me off.

Fandom: Lost
Title: Thursday Morning
Summary: Sawyer had stopped meeting Jack in airport parking lots long before Kate started.
Pairing: Sawyer/Jack, Sawyer/Kate, Jack/Kate
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I don’t own Lost or any of it’s characters, sometimes I just like to make them do what I want.
Notes: My mother listens obsessively to Lost podcasts, and apparently one theory is that Penny's father is evil and behind the group to "rescue" them from the island. This runs with that idea.


( Thursday Morning )

Goodness, I'm actually working on two Lost fics (who would have thought.) I'm just happy to be writing some fic again. I've missed this writing so much lately. This entire world actually. Maybe it's because right now there are some things I'd like to escape about my RL, but in any case, I'm just glad to be feeling creative again.

God I'm happy it's summer. I've been going out with this new guy, Beau. He's really sweet. Bright too. Work starts in a week which I'm really excited for =) I'm back with the head teachers that are my favorites. Last year I worked with my best friend's mom and I felt like she took advantage of that fact. I also felt she spent more time out in the hallway on her phone than actually helping out with the kids. Not cool.

I'm sad that my usual shows have ended, BUT My Boys is returning as is Rescue Me (which I completely forgot to watch, wtf), and It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia (God someone needs to write some slash for that show.)

Just to think outloud somewhere, but I was wondering why they've never mentioned Libby again. I really wanted to know what her deal was, how she had gotten into the lives of Hurley and Desmond. For some reason I was thinking about that last night and it just bothered me.

I'm so fucking excited. Nip/Tuck is on Madtv tonight and Ardyn gets to kiss Julian (Christian!)

Watched insanely hilarious youtube videos with my cousins all night.

Anyone seen Omg shoes? Best ever.

So did anyone else catch Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip on Monday? I enjoyed it; I think they set it up pretty well and that it definitely has the potential to go somewhere. Also? I'm seeing the slash already.

Somehow looking for Studio 60 journal communities led me to a rec community that led me to some amazing nip/tuck slash which is slowly drawing me into the show.

Thoughts?

It's Always Sunny was so funny last night. I really can't get enough of that show. Is it wrong that I really want some fanfiction written for that show? I mean, the guys are sometimes so slashy. I mean, come on there are so many perfect titles for those kind of fics. Seriously. I'm not the person to write it though becaue at this point I don't know if I could do it justice. Who knows, one day I might crack and try.

So I loved last night's episode...I don't have time for a super long post as I have to take a shower soon, but here's the one thought I'm having right now. heh.

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Title: Orphan Boy
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sam knows he won’t sleep well again. Sam/Dean. Written in the second person.
Warnings: Spoilers for the season finale of Supernatural. Sort of. Mostly speculation on my part. Incest and slash.
Notes: Haven't written for this fandom in a while, but the plot bunnies attacked.

Orphan Boy

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Dude spoilers like woah.

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Supernatural

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Gilmore Girls

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Lost
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